Hello people I know its been awhile, and yes I do know xanga seems to be a dying weblog at the moment, but lets relish it right now. I've had  wanted to talk about a subject for a while now and its relationships. Yes I know the commonality that everyone seems to be talking about lately.Thee important thing.

I guess relationships were at once upon a time the exculsive status quo now its not a huge thing that I can live without anymore. Yes I went through HS thinking I will grow old and alone, but now I am okay with it. I look around at the world now, and I think a relationship is that last thing I am least interested in participating in. Friendships are rockin for me, however the plus one effect has fallen off by the wayside. I dont see any positives associated with being with another human being for life. Sure there going to be the lonliness once in a blue moon however one morning I woke up and asked myself is society compelling me to be with another person, or do I want to be with another human being ?

What are my wishes that I wish to fulfill? A geocatcher is what I desire to mostly be and a photographer and a animator. I want to live my life, and not have to worry about whats this person feelings, can he tolerate my quirks ? I want to fulfill my life's dreams and goals. Not to be bogged down by the pressures of society.  Or coming home to a dreary spouse who in this day and age is wondering where I am 2 am in the morning. I dont want to drag someone else down by the work I want to be invovled in.

Relationships today are on the fast track. Theres no more waiting I mean literally there is no more waiting for anything. People meet 3 weeks screw then move in 6 months later without a ring on it. There just seems to be too many fools rushing into the move in situation than thinking about enjoying each others company. Sex complicates things because now their is an illusion that you have a deep level of connection that never really existed because you didnt take the time to let it develop. There was no time to consider what traits do I want to what can I tolerate. What do I need to change about myself to be a better person to not only me but possible spouse.  I come acrosss a lot of people who have move in together, and it didnt work out.  It turned out a mistake they wished they could take back. They always said be friends with the person first to gauge how good of a friend they will be. You can find out their mistakes, and their spending habits, and to see how dependable they are in certain situations. God emphasize that for me on the radio, tv, and on another social media website. Be friends with the person first especially in this day and age when people are fast tracking it to the next level when theyre not even ready to go to the next level.

Thee economy is in the hole right now, mostly due to excess greed. Business is business. Never said business is greed. Those are to very different motivations. Now Business can be profitable, and social responsibility need not apply. However social responsibility did not apply way back then did, but however people realized the economy can't flourish if their are not enough consumers to actually purchase the products. We are in for the roughest times in our lives. Seriously  a college degree no longer guarantees income all it does guarantee is debt. Debt that could never be satisfied because all student loans are in private companies' favor. Students have an unrealistic future if they expect for someone to value them for their degree. The only safe haven in Christ not in the stocks you owe, the expensive tuition heavy college degree, or a job that only produces uncertainty. I have all three on me right now, because the government decided that I make too much money to actually pay back my student loan. Who do you know can live in the United states on less than 10 thousand a year. We are indentured servants to our mortgage payments.

ITS NOT REAL DEBT. REAL DEBT IS SOMETHING THAT CAN BE ERASED THIS IS JUST ARTIFICAL BS THAT IS GOING ON.    

Poor Nippon from getting the big three, and en is on virtually teetering on the end of have a total meltdown like Greece. There is seriously no way for them being an isolated country for paying back all their debt on time.

Exploring seems to be the case with me right now. Want to put down roots somewhere but don't know where.